the worst thing

Gottermorgen, people.
I feel lil insecure. I feels ... I'm the worst thing in the world. Everybody looks at me like I'm a murder.
It so bad.
My besties do the same.. like there is no forgiveness for me.
I dont care about what people said or what they think about me, but I cant stand when they look at me like that.
It hurt instead.

Today, I must face people. Share about Obstetric here. I know the show must go on..
Bismillahirrohmanirrohim...
Keep me in Your Arms, Yaa Rabb.. :'(

nothing part #2

When u try your best but not succeed..

 It feels like you are nothing..
think that you are best.. but, in reality just a dumb.

nothing

Bonsoir, mon ami!
Woke up in the midnite wif nothing in stomach is #sesuatu. But, I've been kept promise wif my beloved. i dont know.. He has changed.

Execution time..

Assalamualaikum, universe!
Happy midnite! yeeah..
After the long time, I will take a decision,. I dont know, it better or worse. Just let Allah take care it #amiiinYaaAllah..

My friends told me that.. more and more I do "the execution" it will be worse. Huh! bismillahirrohmanirrohim.. May Allag bless me.. amiiin :|

Jeans-0-jeans

Happy Sunday Morning, seduluur!
I woke up early this morning just because I addiction make a case. hewhew...

And it didnt gonna be waste.. I love it, too.. This is it (*ala Farah Quinn).... :)

Many things I wanna do then.. I plan to make a case for my beloved too.. I wish that he will like that, and it gives convenience for him. 

Okey, let continued our daily activity, universe!

Love u,

@ladywildan

Flanel, J'adore!

Yeaah, alhamdulillah..
finally, one of my job done! This is my HDD case. i made it by myself. I know it couldnt be said perfect, but I really appreciate,, I'll do better for the next. :)

like what I said before, Dream will become true, if u start to PLAN then Do it, well..
Dont give up to Dream and try..

Happy saturday nite, universe!

Love you..


@ladywildan

Mix it all, Google!

Sugeng Siang,. :)

Well.. the cloud looks so beautiful now. Clear blue.. and it more amazing when u see it behind the greeny trees. J'adore! but, I just stay here,, in the dinning table wif my lappy.. hmm.. I wanna feel the wind blow my skiiin.. ahh.. I miss it!

I stay here coz there is some-to-do thing (it not must sih), but I really interest wif this (right now).. I opened my drawers .. then I found my -creativity tools there. Yes, i found flanel.. i found my hand made.. hewhew.. even it not good enough, but i like it. I plan use it to beautify my HDD case.

yeah, holiday like this, many things i wanna do. Made flanel creation is just one of them. Google is my bestfriend right now. hahaha.. Love her, dee.. :*

while i ask Google to find Flanel example, I interest wif the other thing. Yeah, it's about one of My dream, My Home  (insya Allah). It just a part of that. I;m looking for the design for my mosque.. Middle east is the main idea. but, just lil I found. huhuu...

Okey, if I were too long here, my jobs will never give a result, just stucking around here.
my Quotes for today is...

when u want things happen like u want, plan it well..  then do it wel! :)

Love u,

@ladywildan